This is the place where you can personalize your profile!
By moving, adding and personalizing widgets.
You can drag and drop to rearrange.
You can edit widgets to customize them.
The bottom has widgets you can add!
Some widgets you can only access when you get Core Membership.
Some widgets have options that are only available when you get Core Membership.
We've split the page into zones!
Certain widgets can only be added to certain zones.
"Why," you ask? Because we want profile pages to have freedom of customization, but also to have some consistency. This way, when anyone visits a deviant, they know they can always find the art in the top left, and personal info in the top right.
Don't forget, restraints can bring out the creativity in you!
Now go forth and astound us all with your devious profiles!
The feeling you get when you want to reach out to someone but you can't. There's no way of explaining what you want to say. So instead, you need to control yourself from sobbing too hard, from choking on your own tears and grit your teeth to stop your jaw from trembling, tense your muscles from shaking. And when you manage to hold yourself together, you pace around as if trying to look for something missing. Thinking.
Then you realize what was missing. That you had to let it go and understand the other person might hate you for letting it go. Didn't want the other to suffer from uncertainties, buried by worries of the day and future to come. Of what others may see and think.
When you're just too broken inside to fix yourself bit by bit, and hold yourself together... you tell yourself "no more, no more".
People are cruel. Things we are taught and led to believe only broke us.
"I love you, too. I want to feel better. Stay with me here. Put me back together." Is what I wanted to say. But nevermore. The dream is lost and long broken from past beyond repair. And perhaps what was felt was naught but a cruel illusion of love. A Devil's torment of what I cannot have. In your God's eyes, I am but a failed creation you cannot love.